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Guest Post: A Dad’s Choice to Have Children

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In this premiere Choosing Childfree guest post, Jason Greene writes about choosing to have children because he wanted to nurture them, and why that isn’t for everyone. Jason blogs about being a full-time dad and life in general at http://thejasongreene.com/.

Within an hour of being married, my wife and I were asked the question that has been lobbed at every couple that have declared their enduring allegiance: “When are you having kids?” I didn’t realize that once you say “I do,” you open yourself up to “When will you?” So I just said, “I don’t know grandma” and we continued to dance.

It’s not like my wife and I hadn’t discussed having children before we got married. Like most people, my wife and I talked a lot about future parenting plans while we were still dating. We were both in agreement that we wanted to have children and we believed that we had a lot to offer the world in doing so. You see, not having children ourselves, we were practically experts in having them. After all, I did own a copy of Three Men and a Baby on VHS back in the day.

We wanted children and we wanted a lot of them. My motivation was simple: I wanted to give someone the life that I always wanted. I wanted to be someone’s hero. I wanted to try and raise someone that could make all the wrongs in the world right. Oh, and I wanted to raise the next great sports star. (But don’t tell anyone that last bit. We’re not supposed to admit that.) Like I said, my motivation was simple.

Just to be clear, my desire to have kids didn’t stem from the fact that that’s what the world told us we were supposed to do. I wanted to have kids because I wanted kids. I wanted to be that dad that staggers through the obstacles in the house to feed the baby at 3 in the morning. I wanted to be that dad that hears a nightmare cry from one of his children during the night and runs to their aid. I wanted to sit at the table and review spelling words and rejoice with the kids when they bring home a well-deserved good grade. Before I became a dad, I thought that’s what parenting was and I couldn’t wait for it.

Then, a little over 9 years ago, I stood in awe of life entering into the world. A midwife wrapped up a little squirming and crying body in a blanket and handed him over to me. Before that moment, I would have been completely grossed out at the mere thought of what I had just witnessed. Watching your wife become an upside-down Pez dispenser is no easy task. (Yes, I can hear many voices from far away yell, “How do you think we feel?” But this isn’t about you ladies, this is about me.)

When I held that little baby, I knew that being a daddy was what I was put on this earth to be. And that was also the moment the realization came crashing down on me that I was not ready to be a parent. At all. But, it didn’t matter. Because I had a good partner and we were jumping in feet first. So I held my son close to my chest and stared into his blurry eyes. I promised him, “I will be the best daddy that I can be” and “I’ll try and never let you down.” And of course, I haven’t always kept those two promises, but I’ve tried.

I understand why people choose to live child free. Not everyone enjoys raising kids as much as I do. Not everyone views waking up at 3 am and crossing a minefield of sharp toys in bare feet to rescue your child from a nightmare as a glorious calling. That’s okay. I don’t like kittens as much as some people. They are messy, always underfoot, and make me sneeze. Kittens aren’t for everyone, and neither are children. But children are for me.

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  1. J.R. #

    Well put. Your reasons for wanting children sound completely inane to me but I guess in the end it’s follow-through that matters, not the original motivation. People can have kids for all kinds of articulate and profound reasons but still make a mess out of the actual child-rearing part.

    September 20, 2013
  2. What might seem ridiculous to one might be completely acceptable to another. For me, there isn’t anything inane about raising kids. I do agree with you that the “follow-through matters.” Anyone can want to have kids, but raising them isn’t for everyone.

    October 2, 2013
  3. Awesome post. I feel exactly the same way and getting the opportunity to stay at home with them has also been amazing.

    October 2, 2013

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